Lifes hard in Singapore or i would say everywhere, unless u are someone with silver spoon. Getting a house seems even harder when the days go by. Yet, there has been constant buzzing from everyone around to ask me to buy house. So what can i do? Am i up to it? With pricing so high, it also dont seems a good choice to get a house.
Still trying to think if i should just get a job or start a business or help my mom? no one can give me an answer. Lately with powerful winds and rains, my legs are giving way. yet no one knows. so i dont know how long i can go on before something big coming. So here comes. Jacer has an unstable income, unstable family to cling to, and everyone expects him to work for practically free of charge. So how? Financial problem, physical and emotional stress. no one knows. even those who really know wont help.. so thats life.
As for the other half. someone who has not shown any capability to look after a house as yet and best still some thing big or i should say small is coming up and more stuff to look after. Then when these things happen, life seems even more bleak. Havent really seen her working out as a housewife and with a job on hand, a baby to handle. will a new household burden can sustain. so tell me what to do?
Friday, March 18, 2011
Saying Sorry...
Do you feel that as we get older, we feel more stubborn and will not say sorry for anything we do. And even if we are in the wrong, as best as possible we will try to let the news past without any actions. Even for family members, when one is wrong, it is still very hard for one to say sorry. WHY??? is it becuase of me or not?
It seems so hard to communicate. It seems so hard to breathe even to see your own father. Just feel like strangers. I seriously dont know if its norm for a family or just my family. Looking at my wife's family, everyone are harmonious, everyone are loving each other, conflicts resolved quickly and no offences. But in mine. Each mistake is death sentence. Or even if you dont do anything wrong you still seems to be in the wrong. So why is that so? why is life so hard?
So the end, we are strangers!
It seems so hard to communicate. It seems so hard to breathe even to see your own father. Just feel like strangers. I seriously dont know if its norm for a family or just my family. Looking at my wife's family, everyone are harmonious, everyone are loving each other, conflicts resolved quickly and no offences. But in mine. Each mistake is death sentence. Or even if you dont do anything wrong you still seems to be in the wrong. So why is that so? why is life so hard?
So the end, we are strangers!
Monday, March 14, 2011
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