Time to move on...

Its been 3 years since i last posted a blog. I even forgot my password and didn't know google swallowed blogspot.

Currently my life stage is looking for a career path. I have worked in a company that given me lots of flexibility and freedom. Well, the problem is there is no path in this company. I have seen how my director suffered after 25 years of commitment and works like a slave.

I have been reflecting what i should do. I have thought what is my passion. What should i do? There is a saying, doing what you like is like never a day working. Being an employee is so controlled. I want to be my own boss yet nothing can be done.

Thinking back, i have been a great boss teaching swimming. I am really happy coaching, but over time, instability and commitments has forced me to become an employee. Now as things get better, should i go back coaching? My Lifesaving career has died for years and will it be hard to kick start? Will i be able to find back my lifesaving empire? Can i build a business in lifesaving? Can i handly the instability? unknown of the future?

I have now completed my loan for a car and house and have some savings to tide through a year of expense. Should i really move on and do my career? Should i really move on to have unstable salary? Guess decision can only be made after my 4th child arrives.